#353 Monique | The 100 Pounds Project

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Dear Monique,

I had myself convinced that we were good together. I took a doctor’s comment that I was “healthy but for the extra weight” and focused on the healthy part. I didn’t feel bad with you but how was I to know any better. We’d been together fo so long! I couldn’t remember what life was like without you.

Even when I began leaving the others it seemed unlikely that you and I would ever part. We hadn’t looked at each other let alone spoken in years. Given my history, you had no reason to worry. I’d never get around to you.

Obviously, I did.

I took you for a final run along the beach. I’m not very fast yet. I don’t stop though and that’s where I keep digging up wins. The new street lights have yet to be completed. My footsteps fell on dark pavement as we moved through the cold air.

I look at the lights across the water. I breathe. I listen to the words of a song for a few stanzas. I breathe. It’s so cold out. I curl my fingers into fists and squeeze my thumbs to warm them. I breathe. It takes so long for me to warm up, I think. I don’t seem to be able to lengthen my stride until nearly two miles in. I breathe deeply. Keep running. Keep breathing. Don’t stop.

I didn’t notice the moment you left.

I was busy breathing.

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2 Responses to “#353 Monique | The 100 Pounds Project”

  1. Patricia 18. Feb, 2010 at 10:19 pm #

    Too bad for Monique…

    Accomplishing this much is great Seth, keep breathing, never stop.

  2. Laurie Ashton Farook 18. Feb, 2010 at 10:49 pm #

    Yeah, you know, I’m not sad to see Monique go. :)

    Are you planning on starting up the Primal Stride challenges? I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed them. Puhlease? With a cherry (no sugar added, just the straight fruit) on top? :)

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